I almost forgot.
The second half of that..."I'm on the Edge of Glory, and I'm hangin on a moment with you". For me "hangin on a moment with you", was me waiting to hear if Abby and I or my Aunt and I would get to have an opportunity to get cast on the Biggest Loser.
Now, I have decided, since that wasn't an option,that I won't wait any longer. I have to finally get my booty in gear and get the job done. Thankfully I have wonderful support including my husband, who I almost am certain not to succeed when he's not on board.
I have signed up for "Antones 20 pound challenge" and another biggest loser contest with some FB friends. I will not wait for a show or a professional trainer to tell me that I am worth fighting for.
I would like to encourage you to not wait for a show, or anyone else to believe in you. I believe we can reach our goals. Believe in your self. Help make it happen for yourself. That is the only way to truly succeed and keep the weight off.
I was not ok when I was rejected by the show. Sometime I will share more of that story. For now I would like to just share a verse that got me thru that heart ache and back on track.
Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him and he will make straight your paths.
Acknowledge the Lord in all that you do, he wants to be first, he deserves to be first and if you put him there, he will lead you. He promises he will.
I came to realize that by having my heart broken because I didn't do that. In a way then I was denying him and the role he plays in my heart and my life.